Letter to ______

Dear lovely _____,

 

Its the 4th of september right now. First, lets just discuss how we stand right now. I fell in love with you completley. I cannot think of anyone or anything else than you. I wake up with you, and I go to sleep with you. I dont see other women attractive anymore. I lost my need to masturbate. You are THE perfect girl. You are beatiful. Your eyes, nose, mouth, teeth, hair, face, skin, body, EVERY FUCKING THING in you is perfect. You are funny, smart, kind, nice, interesting. Currently we communicate on instagram, but I’ll bring up Discord again somehow. And maybe a coffee appointment with you. The thing is, I trust you. You radiate trustworthiness. I would tell you every fucking thing, but I’m afraid of your reaction. Should I flirt, should i be open, should i, should i, should i….. I question everything I plan to do with you. I support you with everything you say or do, of course only the non stupid things. I know you are actively looking for someone, and it hurts like hell. Just the thought of you being with someone else. But I will fucking support you in it, because if you are happy, I am happy. What I dont know, is what to do to spark some light into this. What to say, what to do??? I would do anything for you. Just for you. Please please please give me a sign. Give me just a small sign, that you are interested. Or a sign that you are not. But this waiting is killing me…